This is hopefully going to help you participate.

One of my respected heroes, Sir Ken Robinson, told a story about creative confidence. He spoke to a young student about what she was drawing. She explained that it was a drawing of G_D . When asked does anyone know what G_D looks like she said "they will in a minute!"

Personal development, your growth, will always depend on who you are surrounded by,

Brancussi said " an acorn will never grow well under a great Oak". Equally a great Oak wont grow well under weeds.

But remember the bigger your audience, the bigger your chances. In the last six months I have been connected to universal groups,  unforgettable global creativity workshops and you!

Don't give up, This journey is exclusive and temporary

Value what you believe, 

you are special.